Simplicated.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

i'm hungry...

♥ 8:15 AM

Okay.. i don't know why..
but i just feel so depressed now..
As days become nearer and nearer, i become more and more depressed..
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what's all this man!
how i wish i can just don't care about anything and everything..
but i just can't do anything.. ))):
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damn it..
it's so depressing..

♥ 4:10 AM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Just finished watching Kuroshitsuji..

It's a good anime..

Even though the ending was sad.. sad..

very sad..

But somehow you can see that the young master Ciel Phamtomhive really relied on his demon butler Sebastian Micheals. Ciel always seem like he is arrogant and fearless.. but that's because Sebastian was with him.. which makes him not fear of anything.. because he knows that Sebastian will be there for him whenever he is in danger or needs help. even though Sebastian is his loyal servant because they had a contract of giving Ciel's soul to Sebastian after Sebastian helped Ciel get his revenge on people who shamed and humiliated him. then when he was alone, he looks like a lost child.. it's really saddening when you see Ciel wondering in Paris alone without Sebastian as he left him, he looks really lonely and helpless. even though he doesn't say it, but from his expression and his reaction you can really see.. he was lost.. totally lost.. )))):

But overall this anime is one of the best anime i'm ever watched.. Heard that this year the season 2 of the anime will be out, Monoshitsuji.. But this season 2 will not have Ciel and Sebastian.. AHHHHHH SADDED!!!!! i want Ciel and Sebastian in it!!

♥ 11:20 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

yepp this week is a super busy week. HAHAH
had primary 6 gathering yesterday..
went seoul garden for lunch and then went to watch movie, KAIJI!
It's a super nice show man! i love it!
then went shopping with guet cause the rest going clubbing..
HAHAH that's not a place where i belong..
plus there's no reason for me to go..
so, i didn't go! hahah
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next, today..
went to eat dinner at hoshi today..
with Jac and her friends..
HAHAH it was fun..
not a bad experience eh? haha
OHHH now then i realise..
Green Tea ice cream is a super nice ice cream...
HAHAH
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after today..
the next outing/gathering will be on thursday..
Poly class outing @ Sakura!
T.T pok liao~ pok liao~
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then friday going out with FPBs...
i wonder where are we going on friday..
haha
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last one will be on saturday..
going to get Jac's contact lens with her then either go JP shop first or Jac and ser going rebond hair..
HAHAH
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starting next week..
HAPPY WORKING!!!

♥ 8:31 AM

Friday, March 12, 2010

somehow i don't know what i'm doing anymore..
my goals and aims seems to be fading away..
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everyday everyday..
i did nothing but give excuses..
knowing that i can't stay like this,
i gave more excuses..
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saying that i'll have to work hard on earning money this holiday,
but in the end i gave excuses to skip work..
what am i doing?
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even though i know i shouldn't be like that..
but somehow there's no motivation for me to continue..
to work hard..
to move on..
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i know i shouldn't sulk so easily..
but i just can't take it..
thinking of how useless i am..

♥ 3:59 AM

Thursday, March 11, 2010

after crying, you'll have to smile..
that's a rule.. to myself..
and an advise, to my friends..
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there are times one will feel like crying.
so what's the point to stop yourself from crying, right?
if you feel like crying, cry..
be honest to your feelings.
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then..
complicated stuff won't be complicated anymore.

♥ 8:04 AM

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

another day of dinner without a smile.

i smiled with any and every reasons i can find

but still it's not enough..

no one is smiling..

everyone looks upset..

the food is no longer delicious

it takes me years to finish it

but somehow i wish to quickly finish it and leave.

but if i leave quickly, then

it will be worst right?

cause they will think that even i don't like to eat the food.

so the relationship will worsen isn't it?

i tried to cheer everyone up,

but no matter what i do, it's futile..

what should i do?

how will they understand that what i want is just for everyone to enjoy the meal?

♥ 3:56 AM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

a bowl of rice, even if it's just plain rice

if a family eats it with delightful hearts together

it will taste better than anything..

a plain meal is more delicious if the whole family eats together.

eating a meal, not only are we eating food

we are also eating the sincerity of the person who cooks

even if it's just a plain meal, when we eat with delightful hearts

the cooker will definitely feels it.

we should appreciate the food cooked for us.

i've always loved my parents cooking

no matter is it my dad's cooking or my mum's

because they cooked the meal for me..

it doesn't matter if the food is delicious or not..

it doesn't matter if the ingredients are expensive or not..

what matters is their heart..

their heart when preparing the food..

and my heart when eating the food.

even though i'm always teasing my mum

on how i can differentiate her cooking and dad's cooking.

even though her cooking was sometimes very plain,

but she cooks it thinking of us.

that's what matter..

only that

that's why i loved her cookings..

it's delicious

better than any well-known chef..

because she uses her heart to cook for me, my family..

dad too.. he uses alot of ingredients

and because of that always got scolded by mum..

but he did that because he wanted us to eat good dishes

that he have come up with..

i appreciates that..

that's why i eat anything and everything they make..

even if i don't really like it..

i'll eat..

because they cook it for me...

a meal at home is heart warming..

a meal at home taste better than any other places..

because at home, everyone gathers around to enjoy the food..

because everyone enjoys it, there are smiles on their faces..

that's what matter most..

the smile on each and everyone of them..

meals without smiles on everyone's face

even if it's the best food on earth, it won't taste good..

how i wish, there's a smile on their face

a smile coming from the heart..

a smile that shows gratitude to the person cooking..

♥ 3:18 AM

no one talks, only me.. talking so much so much..

yet the one talking is only me..

no one else.. not mum, not dad..

this house is falling apart..

none of them are happy..

everyone seems to be so unwilling to be at home..

everyone gave me the i don't want to be here face..

i tried to talk things out but..

everything is futile..

mum says that i'm always siding dad..

and never on her side..

but when i talk to dad,

dad will say that talking to me is useless, i'm just helping my mum to talk..

then what am i?

how can i talk to them as if the other party is wrong?

both are my parents.. what can i do?

who will be happy to see them in this state?

seeing and hearing them scolding bad about each other..

who on earth can bear this?

even if they caan, i can't!

i didn't want to stay in the living room anymore..

the aura there is death...

i can't stand the atmosphere..

then.. they scold me for staying in the room the whole day..

it's my fault...

we can be very good when we are at good terms..

but when things turn bad,

this house will seem like it's going to break down..

anytime...

when we are in good terms, everything seems so perfect..

everyone is happy.. everyone enjoying everyday together..

people says we have super good relationships..

but when things turn bad, all those things seems so fake..

everything seems as if it's an illusion..

so fake that i wish i didn't have such a good illusion...

so fake that i wish i wasn't someone who wants to stay at home..

staying at home thinking that i'll greet everyone who come home..

seeing them smiling when they saw me..

i was wrong.. this aren't happening...

waking up everyday hearing scoldings and shoutings..

going to sleep late at night because i didn't want to wake up early the next day..

hoping that i can go out almost everyday that's not like me...

seeing everyone coming home with a black face..

no one is smiling..

time after time...

i dare not go out to greet them..

i'm too afraid to see their faces..

i just hope that everything can be back to normal..

quarrelling over money issues is stupid..

quarrelling over super small matters is stupid...

quarrelling at home is stupid...

quarrelling with your loved ones is stupid...

quarrelling will only make ones sad...

not only no one will be happy..

everyone will be sad..

but none of them understand...

♥ 2:13 AM

Monday, March 8, 2010

Okay, i know i'm very very laggg

Just went to update my Arashi DataS today, then i REALISED!!!!
THEY HAVE RELEASED A NEW ALBUM ON 3rd MARCH!!!!
O.O OH MY GOD!!!

Photo: Arashi - Troublemaker [CD+DVD Limited Edition]

SO COOL!! It's Another AWESOME SONG!!!

AND AND AND!!! IT"S TOTALLY COOL~!!!!

According to an article published on the oricon web, they actually sold 232,000 copies ON THE FIRST DAY!!!!! and therefore ARASHI was ranked FIRST on the Japan Oricon Daily Singles Chart.. SOOOOO COOL!!! Only the first day and they have sold SO MANY COPIES!!!

The PV of Troublemaker:

Arashi on UTABAN performing TROUBLEMAKER:

This will surely light up your day! ^^

ARASHI ROCKS!!!~~~

♥ 11:18 AM