does he know that what he said hurt me alot alot..? he just kept talking and talking and talking and saying things that he like.. he said things that are soooo awful.. have he ever thought of my feelings? what he said are like knives.. sharp knives that stab mercilessly onto my heart.. it's over.. all over.. this house no longer have a place for me.. HAHAH sso weird.. i'm still saying this kind of things when i'm in poly.. everyone is on the other side.. not by my side.. dad, mum, bro.. no one will be on my side anymore.. i''m really scared to be with them.. because every word that they say will just pierce through my heart.. it hurt me so much that my tears will just drop in less than a second.. without even noticing, they hurt me so much so much.. but to them, this should be what i deserve.. from the past, i have been talking back to them.. i've never once remember not talking back to them.. but now, doubt i can still talking back to them anymore.. since no one is willing to talk anymore.. yeahhh i'm in poly now.. so i turned bad... i'm no longer the guai kia that my parents loved.. bro said this.. all his friends who went to poly most of them turned bad.. but he thought that i won't.. HAHAH he thought too highly on me? so they do think that i turned bad.. LOL okay.. i accept.. i do go shopping more often and go out more.. and i talked back more.. maybe that do consider turned bad..?
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ohhhh &. bro nearly slapped me again today again... (':

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