why is it that tears are falling down..?
why is it that heart is piercing like hell..?
why is it that sad songs seems even sadder than before..?
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no one cares..
no one cares about each other..
everyone only cares about themselves..
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HEYY come on~ quarrels and arguments are not adored at all!
why is it that you like quarrels and arguments so much that everyday you'll find things to argue about and things to quarrel..? if you don't like to come into my room, be it! you can don't come in.. you can talk to me by standing outside! if you don't even want to see me, then call me! you won't need to see me or my room like this! i didn't do it on purpose right? sleeping without switching off my laptop and lights.. and i don't do it everytime right?! so why do you keep saying that i did it all the times? SO SORRY if it bothers you sooo much ahhhh just because i didn't switch off my lamp, you scolded me like hell.. saying things until like i'm useless and hopeless.. that lamp is a necessity to me cannn..? because i don't like dark place caan?
electricity used on a lamp and electricity used on a laptop, which one uses more electricity..??
you didn't even say ANYTHING when bro didn't off the laptop.. you didn't even nag at him.. you did nothing! and it's like.. he don't off it EVERYDAY!!! and i'm the one who goes and off it the next day cannn! waste electricity..
SO WHO IS IT MANNNN
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and please... TSK~ is not a vulgarity or neither am i scolding vulgarities!
so please STOP overreacting when i tsk caannn..?
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and it's very saddening when the closest people of you does nothing on your birthday alright.. you didn't show that you are happy about my birthday.. you even show me face and say me on my birthday?! heyyy it's my birthday so shouldn't i deserve to have at least that day happy?
and there you are unhappy about me going out to celebrate?
HA HA HA i just can't believe it..
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so isn't how you treat me the reasons of me not wanting to stay at home now? just yesterday when i thought i should stay at home and go visit grandma in NUH.. and JUST THAT ONE DAY.. i've got scoldings and faces..
without a smile.. you came home and the first thing you did was scold.. then you slammed the door.. so let's see who slammed the door more hardly.. then right after i came out from my bath, you ask if i'm ready to go.. eh please~ i just came out! i haven't even dry my hair! WOMAN!!!! and there you are screaming and shouting like nobody's business!.. then i start to see faces.. nothing but black faces.. not only you.. him too..
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I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IS HE NOT HAPPY WITH ME!!! IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY THEN SAY IT ALREADY!!! WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW IS JUST PISSING ME OFF AND NOTHING ELSE!!!
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staying at home like this is suffering.. so i tried to go out everyday.. everyday so that i can don't have to face all this.. okay.. i am running away cann..? fine then.. let it be.. i'm really sick and tired of this.. the aura at home is no good.. no good at all.. no one will want to stay at home.. trust me.. i'll be happier even if it's just that few hours when i go out with my friends.. i'll be much happier than staying at home.. at least i don't need to listen to scoldings and see black faces..
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then you.. unhappy because i go out almost everyday.. then who's the one to blame? if home isn't so unstayable.. why would i want to go out everyday? if home is so good that i don't even want go leave, why would i want to go out? because you made my life at home miserable.. that's why there's like no way i will want to stay at home isn't it? then i'm at faults too right? okay then.. it's my fault that i go out everyday..

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