what am i going to do in the future?
♥ 7:34 AM
i saw nothing but darkness.
cause i can't see my own future,
make me fear and panicked.
what i can see is only total darkness.
just when i realise, i'm totally good at nothing.
not in talking.
not in social.
not in studies.
not in anything.
♥ 5:39 AM
no.. to be more exact..
i love being in my room..
only my room..
♥ 5:27 AM
i realised how much i love being at home alone.
though this is what i used to hate alot..
somehow i don't mind it now..
no..
i should say i wish for it now..
♥ 4:48 AM
How i wish i have the ability..
the knowledge..
then i'll be able to help..
♥ 5:44 AM
All JE Artists are safe..
it's a good news..
but here comes the bad one..
After the earthquake + tsunami..
80000 people are currently missing,
2000 people are dead,
and 1000 people are injured.
These are not the final numbers..
the numbers are still increasing everyday.. ):
Pray for Japan.
♥ 5:53 AM
everyday everyday i missed home..
when i just leave home..
when i'm waiting for train..
when i'm waiting for bus..
when i'm working..
when i'm having my break..
when i'm going home..
when i'm home..
it doesn't matter if i am at home or not..
i missed home alot..
this few days..
the feel of home isn't realistic at all..
i don't feel the home feel at all..
somehow i can't even calm down at home..
maybe the time at home is way too little..
man.. i missed home so much..
♥ 8:45 AM
Entangled and snarled..
When two loves were about to bloom, in that very instant..
As one opens, the other one closed.
♥ 4:58 AM
FUCK!!!!!
I'M SUFFOCATING!!
AHHHHHHH
FUCK MY LOUSY LIFE!!!
I GIVE UP!!
I ADMIT!! MY LIFE SUCKS!!
SUCK TO THE CORE!!!!
FMEL!!!!!!!
♥ 3:51 AM
I cry, i shout, i make a nuisance out of myself.
Without anyone knowing.. without anyone helping.
i fear, i'm scared, i'm afraid of everything.
but there's no one who can help me.
i want to run.. run away as far as i can..
leave today and not to tomorrow..
i don't want tomorrow..
i don't want today..
i don't want yesterday..
i don't want anything..
i want nothing..
i want nothing..
i want nothing..
♥ 5:47 AM