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my soul.

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jESSiE；谊
✖ 诞生之日；070492
✖ 学院圣地；
...|Kent Ridge Sec Sch|
...|Singapore Polytechnic|
✖ 灵魂所在；
...|joan92_ong@hotmail.com|
✖ 安息之地；
...[ tumblr. ]

my heart.

✖ My Family
✖ My Friends
✖ ARASHI
...|Jun-Aiba-Ohno-Nino-Sho|
✖ Teletubies
✖ FPB
...|The SIAO CHAR BOs|
✖ Hana Yori Dango
✖ Detective Conan
✖ xxxHOLIC
✖ JAPAN

strike out.

✖ go ARASHI Concert
✖ go JAPAN Study/Shopping
✖ go TAIWAN Shopping
✖ Grow back long hair
...LONGER HAIR
✖ Customised Music Box
..."Orgel: Love So Sweet/Lacie/One Love"
✖ MP3 Player
... NEW MP3!
✖ Red PVC Jacket
✖ Laptop cover
✖ Dye hair(red series)
✖ Shoes
... Pumps/Flats
... Flip Flops@NUM
... Boots(Short)
... Boots (Knee Length)
✖ Skinny Jeans
... Black/Dark Blue/Blue
✖ RED Camera
✖ Get driving license (Manual)
✖ HanaDan Finals DVD
✖ Perfume
... BeBe
✖ Baking Mixer
✖ Hair Curling Hot Setter
✖ Curling Hair Brush
✖ Ceramic Hair Straightener
✖ Ceramic Hair Curler
✖ UV Nail Dryer
✖ NailArt Stamping Image Plates
✖ Konad Nail Polish
✖ Books on Hair Style Designs
✖ Books on Nail Art Designs
✖ Hoodie Jacket
✖ Baseball Jacket

alternative exits.

JESSiE
PEiYi
HUiYi
BEEGUET
JACQUELINE
HILDA
CHRiSTiNA
LYN
PENGLiN
DARK
XiAOYi
ELEANOR
LAMER
JACiNTHA
章鱼姐
YONGSHAN
ZONGWEi
2E6 '06

my days, not yours.

September 2008
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January 2010
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December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
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April 2011
May 2011

thank you.

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Friday, May 1, 2009

I'm aware that to my parents, i'm still a child.
To my parents, I'm stupid and blur.
To my parents, I can never take care of myself.
To my parents, I still can't become a young adult.

People always says that when you get into poly, you'll become a young adult. You have the freedom to wear your own clothes to school. You have less striction, more freedom. But this isn't true.. At least for me, it isn't.. i never like requesting things from my parents. Things that needed money especially. Because i'm aware that i can't. My family financial status prohibits me. I'm not a rich kid, so there many things i can't do. But i really wanted to go out and have supper with my friends but i'm not allowed to. And my mum's reason for it was if i go out for the first time, there will be the second time. Sooner or later, the times of me going out for supper with friends will increase.. I understand that they are worried for me to go out at night.. But i'm not alone. I have my friends with me. We are just going to have supper and chat. I shouted at my mum today, which makes me really upset because i know that i shouldn't shout at her. It's disrespectful. But things just came out from my mouth.. I was upset that she didn't allow me to go for supper so i kept really quiet. Then she said that if i insist to go, she will just allow.. I didn't wanted approval like this.. I don't like to be approved like this.. I always wanted them to approve willingly. But the way she said it really upset me, so i shouted at her, "You know how i am, then just let me be for the time being. I'm be fine after a while... So why can't you just let me be for the time being?!" I know i'm rude... but this just came out from my mouth... I'm sorry.. I don't mean to upset you, mum.


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