It's tiring; even just looking and observing. Sometimes i just feels as if i am suffocating. I don't know.. If it's because of the stressful life in poly? or is it because of the stressful society? I don't know, really. I just feel the pressure on me which makes me ultimately tired. I starts to scared of school. I starts to feels tired of school. School doesn't seems fun to me anymore. People starts to seems scary. I don't know.. i really don't know.. it seems so unnatural to me. Maybe i'm not used to it.. Maybe.. I'm truely tired.. How i wish tomorrow is saturday. Then i can rest as much as i want.. How i missed secondary school life now.. but time can't rewind... i can't go back to the past.. i can only continue facing reality of my present and future.. I know i have to do my best in everything now.. I will... Do My Best...