
another day of dinner without a smile.
i smiled with any and every reasons i can find
but still it's not enough..
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no one is smiling..
everyone looks upset..
the food is no longer delicious
it takes me years to finish it
but somehow i wish to quickly finish it and leave.
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but if i leave quickly, then
it will be worst right?
cause they will think that even i don't like to eat the food.
so the relationship will worsen isn't it?
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i tried to cheer everyone up,
but no matter what i do, it's futile..
what should i do?
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how will they understand that what i want is just for everyone to enjoy the meal?
♥ 3:56 AM