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Thursday, May 6, 2010

i am forcing myself too much..
which soon, i will break down into pieces..
mentally and physically..
maybe not that much physically..
but mentally i think i forced myself too much..
so much that i lost everything i love..
my interest..
my entertainments..
somehow i still feel very tense with my new classmates..
the sense of uncertainness...
not knowing how they are and how they see me..
somehow makes me stress myself out..
maybe we are still not so close..
then most likely, i still need time to get used to it..
but i've gotten a hold of it already...
it's just that i need more time to completion..
_
school work is another crazy factor..
work is never ending..
i have to take a break from all the school work..
if not before i get closer to my claamates, i will break..
and it's only.. like the 3rd week of school...?
buck up! jessie, you have to buck up..
_
TR&TRA, CHEM ENG, FO CHEM, ENV. STU. B..
have done all the practicals ONCE already...
TR&TRA, did it with rau, edmund and that woman..
the friday before this practical, smsed her to ask if she want join our group for TR&TRA..
need 4 person in a group, but we only have 3.. so just stick back to the very original plan..
on the practical day itself, i started talking to her..
work wise.. no personal stuff, except for things she told me..
i tried to get her in as in get her to be more involved and won't feel left out..
but that's only because she is my groupmate..
so she cannot be left out..
but seems like she thought that i have already forgive her..
or maybe to her, i finally start talking to her..
but i have to make it clear..
we are still in bad terms..
i'm still upset with u..
so i still have no intention to forgive u currently..
so u have to get this clear..
i talk to u is only because we are groupmates..
not because i have forgive u..
to gain someone's forgiveness..
u'll have to think about what u should do.
&. i still have not acknowledge u as my girlfriend yet.
so stop calling me girlfriend.
_
anyway..
i'm 50% destressed!
I FOUND MY MINA!!!
OH MY MINA MINA BABY~~

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