i thought that finally i am needed. i can be of some use..
but then i realised.. i am not. depending on others to depend on me..
but i'm not reliable enough for people to depend on.
maybe it was all my fault that no one is willing to depend on me.
because of my stupidness, silliness and childishness.
i am the cause of what i didn't want.
i tried to. but i really don't know how to approach and befriend.
i don't know how to react.. so in the end i chose to run away.
and at the very end.. i am the cause of everything that i didn't wanted.
i am not that brave.. not that strong..
i'm just a coward.. a person who depends alot on others..
i don't want that.. i don't want to depend that much on others..
in the end i will only suffer alone..
♥ 6:45 AM