i'm getting tired.
tired of everything.
just when i thought my life is filled with colours.
it was turned up side down all of a sudden.
without any notice, i start to lose confidence on myself.
thinking if i am not good enough.
and then i become super sensitive and i starts to think alot..
wayy too much.

because things starts to get complicated..
people starts to get weird..
i start to fear, and no place can calm my heart down.
because everywhere are nothing but complicated things.

when all these accumulates
i stressed and pressurise myself..
and then like an explosion, i broke down and cry.

when all these shouldn't be shown to anyone
i couldn't control and showed it out.
i hate myself for doing this.

maybe things will be better tomorrow.
hopefully.

♥ 5:58 AM